"Pretending not to care is the habit of someone who generally cares the most, known as an emotional defence mechanism"
I read these lines a few days back and analysed myself on
that basis and at last came to the point that I have that EDM working for me
for a pretty longer time. Weather inherited
or learnt I don’t know but it’s working that defence mechanism enables
me to hide the real feelings and change the outlook and at times it messes up
the things around, the relationship, friends, family everything. And that’s the reason I have to stand all
alone many a times, I always knew there is something inside me stops me to
express myself, it tells me what shouldn’t be done or the outcome can be even
worse and now I know it’s my emotional defence mechanism. And because of that
there is always a fight going on with inner feelings and the defence mechanism.
And sometimes I have to fight with myself with my own defence mechanism.
I always believe
there are will be time, it’s for everybody that emotions will get better of the
defence that the feelings burst out but at what point? Under what influence ? that matters , and that matters a lot, some people are lucky enough to get that
defence broken at the perfect time so that they can show up their real being to
their loved ones. Some regret it because it’s too late now to express their
feelings and some retain their EDM throughout their life. Whatever the case may
be, it’s another dimension which moulds our Destiny. Isn’t it?
