Monday, January 25, 2010

Through Thick and Thin..

Life moves on and with it moves our Scenarios to face the challenges with day to day problems and duties assigned to us. However we are supposed to adopt certain qualities and leave certain aspects and then only we can justify our life.

For now i have got some real issues to deal with and get the result in the most possible and appropriate way but the way i am, it is going through some unconventional way and that is how i play with it, i don't know any other way but to stimulate certain ways to out. Apart from it, i have to keep balance over here as well and that i prefer to do with an edge because of a healthy reason and that is to prove my individuality on others, lets see how is it going to be....

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Tuned up!

The break in school has given a chance to feel a bit relaxed and have some more thinking going in terms of creating better relationship..
The family is still to much complicated to have any sort of balanced situation on the contrary it is getting more and more complex situation, i still feel that some way or the other it is meant to be like that, meanwhile i had a talk with them and felt the pain.
The day after,14 Jan i had felt like never before. every bit of it was energetic, i and two of my mates have started understanding each other more, started thinking alike and that makes a big difference even we all are having some sort of problems in our life but still together we can share it that have some good or bad moments.This is a new chapter adding to my life let us see how much it works for us.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Getting a move on ●•٠·˙

Days are going by, i keep on thinking what to do to make my life worth while, i always get the feeling that some how i have to change but still Unknown to what it is!

Working here in Vallabh-Ashram i get the opportunity to work with fresh brains and that help the cause a big deal but again , somewhere in my mind i know myself that it is not something that is going to last much, i have to seek new ideas for life and turn them on however i believe in nature and that helps me day after the other. whatever it is, i got to take the better of me hopefully i do.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

A Recall

2 January 2009, this was a day last year when i lost my father. it was a dramatic twist in my life, i just could not believe why the hell was it happening to me, my life has turned in a way that i had never dreamt of.. It was really unbearable, i don't know what went wrong, i just could not make it for my parents . Today on his Anniversary I feel my gratitude to him, I know wherever he is, he would be seeing me and blessing me as always.
The Time has changed by then i don't know why or where i my ? but i am keeping my figures crossed that my creator would be having some plans for me, the Almighty would be leaving his impression on my life.
With this, a new year has started lets see what it brings to me, hoping that i could justify my existence over here anyhow.................